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Post by kimmy on Jun 3, 2008 21:39:39 GMT -5
***Kim had no solemn place in XWA to go to like she did in Columbus, there she had the rooftop of the arena where she connected with the one true person in her life that never seemed to waiver. The most important part of that was during those troubling loses, the hard times that place was like a place of zen for her.***
Here we do so much travel, I have to find inner peace, and lord knows that with the state of mind I have.....that's next to impossible.....I can't believe what's happened to me this year, it's like I was on the pinnacle of my career last year and now splat.
Could they be right, am I nothing but a washed out old vetran ??
***Kim looked down, the pressure had gotten to her, the fueds, everything. She was a mess, her friends were completely career focused as Lokoda had pointed out to her and look where they were, it was tremendous. Kim had fallen grace, while Heather maintained her status here, sure Kim had maintained a slight status in Columbus but that didn't matter here. The new girls were rising quick, Cosette, Alundra, Jamie Fury all fine tuned athletes able to kick her arse.***
Am I nothing without a partner, without Hayley.....is it time to hang it up, or have I honestly just been to distracted as Lokoda said with everything. Fueding constantly with Sumya, at first it started out as a fued for the Diamond Division, I was the Diamond to represent......I took Ashley's and Chloe's personal business in my own hands because I couldn't see my friends getting wailed on and I didn't like the way Sumya ran her mouth. Now look at me, that fued consumed me, it became personal because I let it.....just like my fued with.....HER.....and for that I'm suffering.
***Kim looked around***
To say I miss the old days is something that need not be said......I just need to try and rekindle those days, try as hard as I can.....before something happens........
***Kim sat there in her locker room quietly***
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Post by "The HellCat" Hayley Jonas on Jun 3, 2008 21:59:28 GMT -5
*KNOCK KNOCK*
Hayley tapped on the door to her friends locker room and slowly let herself in. Now when Charles Dickens penned the eternal phrase "It was the best of times, it was the worst of times", he must have somehow envisioned someone such as Kim Hunter. To call it a slump that she was suffering from was an understatement. Now it's not as if everyone doesn't face something like this every so often...but something was just off with her at the moment. Sure she had her glory days in the past, sure she has her reputation...but those times were over now.
This visit was going to sting a little.
Kim, there's something I need to talk to you about...
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Post by kimmy on Jun 3, 2008 22:04:59 GMT -5
***Kim heard a quiet tone she's never heard in Hayley's voice before. Usually Hayley was direct and too the point, a kind of out with it girl kind of woman....but not today, it was off about it her.***
There's obviously something up Hay, I can tell.....so out with it......
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Post by "The HellCat" Hayley Jonas on Jun 3, 2008 22:15:48 GMT -5
Here goes...
You know as far as I know, you've been clean and sober for a while now...so what the hell are you on right now!? The way you're moving out there, the way you just give up at the end of matches...I don't know what's the deal but...but...you need to snap out of it, QUICK!!!
You know it doesn't matter what you and I do out there together, the only way that you're going to get any respect out there is by TCB...taking care of business...and I mean on your own, too. You've...you've gotta wake up girl! This isn't a fairytale anymore! There aren't any Valkyries, geishas or Ho's here...just a bunch of broads that will walk all over you if you let them!
I thought you were over letting people talk you out of a match before it even starts Kim. What is going on here!?
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Post by kimmy on Jun 3, 2008 22:25:57 GMT -5
***That was the direct Hayley Kim expected***
First and foremost.......I'm NOT ON DRUGS, and I'm slightly insulted that you think I've returned to my old habits.........
I'm not letting people talk me out of matches before I go into them, or at least, I think I didn't.....Hayley, do you honestly think that's what's got me in such a rut lately ??
First with Sumya the word game being constantly outplayed by her, than Lokoda and Chanelle talking me down before my matches with them at MayDay......am I losing because I can't build up confidence after they've shot me down so hard before hand ??
***Kim pondered the question in her head***
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Post by "The HellCat" Hayley Jonas on Jun 3, 2008 22:42:15 GMT -5
I never said anything about drugs...I just know that you use to drink like a biker with a liver made of rubber back when you had a problem. Something's got to give here, and it shouldn't be you.
Exactly how many stuck up bitches have you had to deal with in your career, saying the same thing over and over and over and over again? Whether or not they could back their talk up or not doesn't make difference, you need to let that mess slide...because as long as you're in this business you're going to have to deal with that.
That might not be the only reason why you're not doing so hot, but it's the one I come up with off the top of my head.
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Post by kimmy on Jun 3, 2008 23:02:44 GMT -5
So you're saying that I can't cave into the pressure of this, no matter how hard it gets.....
***Kim finally just couldn't take the tension and broke down***
.....I've spent years, not only doing wrestling but trying to erase whatever scars the people that stole my brother and sisters from my parents left on me, do you know what that's been like ??
That in itself had been its own personal hell, but I still show up to work everyday Hay, because I love it......wrestling gave me a purpose, it gave my family a purpose, my sisters, my brother......all wrestlers......I may have had to run away from Boston to escape what I did in the past, I know my true roots are in Dublin.......but wrestling is a passion that has never died for me.
Which is why I question myself on why I am truly not doing so hot Hay, is it because these new girls are younger and better than me.....or am I just psyching myself out way too much
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Post by "The HellCat" Hayley Jonas on Jun 3, 2008 23:18:34 GMT -5
When you're on your game there isn't anybody in this whole joint who you couldn't handle. This doesn't have anything to do with anybody being better than you, it never did and it never will. It's got everything to do with you though.
Here she is leaning on another wall...
I hate to say it like this but...all that you've done in the past, all that's happened to you in the past, inside of the ring or out of it, it's all memories now. You gotta let go of it some, Kim. I know it's important to you, but all of that is not going to help you get anywhere here and now if you keep on going back to it. Here and now is all that should be on your mind.
It's like this, whoever says whatever it is they feel like they want to say is just blowing air out of their ass because that's all they can do. If they know it's going to be good enough to push your buttons then what's the reason not to? It might sting when someone is talking about what you haven't been able to do so far, but you need to look past that, past everything, and keep your mind right on what it should be on. Nothing's gonna erase who you are or where you've been, but this needs to be about where you want to be and what you can do to get there, you get me?
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Post by kimmy on Jun 3, 2008 23:37:05 GMT -5
Where I wanna be and what I wanna get, Hay that is the most simple question ever and I know in my mind if I work towards it, I can get it.....one of the three singles championships will be mine, if not then that new female Tag Championship, the Sapphire Title, will be ours.....there's absolutely no doubt in my head.
***Kim stared at her friend***
Absolutely no doubt......
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Post by "The HellCat" Hayley Jonas on Jun 4, 2008 0:20:41 GMT -5
Hey, let's not get too far ahead of ourselves here alright? One thing at a time. We've got a whole week before this new show goes down, that should give you some time to maybe work out the kinks in your game? That oughtta be what you should be focussed on.
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Post by n00b on Jun 4, 2008 0:34:52 GMT -5
Now he couldn't just start working for the company without atleast popping in to see how his former, umm, prodigy of training, was holding up. So he ventures to the more feminin, in some cases, side of the locker rooms setup.
Coming across the door marked "Kim Hunter" he gives a good loud knock, just in case she was in the shower.
Hearing talking inside, he recognized both voices. One being Kim's, the other being Hayley Jonas. So as he knocked, he opened the door and gave warning of his entrance Male entering womens locker room, all naked women should cover their assets before I can catch a glimpseHe laughs as he enters and gives a "aww damn" look and hand gesture as he didn't catch either in a compromising way Ladies, looking good as usual. What's going on? Long time no see Hayley.
Kim, tough loss out there. I kinda expected to find you back here, letting it soak in without exploding. I can see Hayley has you cooled down a little bit atleast.He awaits some sort of response to gauge his next words. He doesn't want to cause any arguments upon his first visit back |
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Post by kimmy on Jun 4, 2008 0:41:37 GMT -5
Looking good......
***Kim looks around***
I don't see HER anywhere Sylas, at least you remember enough about me to recall my usual after loss habits....that still doesn't mean anything.....
I...you know we didn't part well, why are you here ??
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Post by n00b on Jun 4, 2008 0:48:56 GMT -5
Ahh yes, the stinging remarks of a former lover scorned. Look Kim, I'm not here to argue, or bring up old fights we had in the past. She's not here because frankly, she don't belong here. Hell, for 6 months, neither did I. But I do now, because I'm on the path to righting a lot of wrongs from my past. Not to make up for what I did wrong, but to try to show that, I'm not that guy anymore.He stands there, tired and beaten mentally trying to find the right words to say I'm not asking you to forgive me, or forget what happened. I just, wish, you could see that I'm not the power hungry man you once new. Whose only passion was getting total power. Hell, I had it and the fancy office to boot, thanks to you and a still unknown sniper. But even then, it wasn't all that it was supposed to be. It was hollow, empty and vacant of any happiness on my part. It just wasn't the same, without sharing that success with you. |
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Post by kimmy on Jun 4, 2008 1:01:08 GMT -5
***Kim could see the sincerity in his eyes and in his words, Sylas meant everything he said***
You really mean all of that don't you....that it wasn't the same on top without me, but knowing that you had to watch out for me because I hated you. Sylas, even when I "hated" you....I never did.....even now, your words sorta just melted me.
When I mean that, I don't mean into one of those sniviling little saps, I mean like before....do you remember what things were like before, when we were together ??
***Kim thought back***
I was on top and so were you, we both were Champions or what not at some point together.....lets reclaim that, or if not, lets at least say that we ARE the best of the best.
Because not only do I want my best friend at my side.......
***She returned her attention to Hayley***
.......but I need someone in my life, despite the fact that many of the women here think that I go soft when I do, but I'll prove em wrong, I'll prove em ALL wrong.
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Post by n00b on Jun 4, 2008 1:20:34 GMT -5
Ofcourse you will. It could be coincidence, it could be a figment of our imagination, but things are just, better, when the two of us are aside eachother. Maybe it's fate even.He smiled for the first time outside of a ring in quite awhile. A good sincere, heartfelt smile. I'm glad you have Hayley here. Someone who can actively be in your corner, tag you out, and talk to you like a human being. Unlike other people we once knew, who always had a higher power over us. So I agree, let's put the show back on, and let these New Yorkers know that everything from Ohio didn't die. Especially TNA! Talent N' Ass kickings!He laughs softly as his mind wanders to the whereabouts of his former partners, Mike Kid and Dutchface.
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