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Post by Lilith on Feb 17, 2011 1:01:43 GMT -5
February 16th - 2011
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I Still Hate You All
-----------------------I seriously do. This whole 'blogging' thing is fucking annoying, and truly petty. 'Then why Lilith are you doing it too?' Cause unfortunately I work in a field in which merchandising sells and effects your paycheck. It's hypocritical. Yes. I know.
SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT IT ALREADY!!
Jesus, Christ. I hate, HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE people who go on and on about 'oh but you're being hypocritical I thought you couldn't stand people who do that' -- ALL PEOPLE DO THAT. All humans are hypocritical. Deal with it, or shut the fuck up about it when you're around people who matter.
People like me.
Another thing that's really grinding on me lately? Is this nice demented word association every Goddamn interviewer and talk show seems to be doing. You know the shit;
'Hey Insert Stereotypical Trash Talker Joe Blow here, I'm going to say a few names and you tell me what pops into your head alright?'
So another words the entirety of Professional Wrestling has degraded into little more than therapy sessions minus the fancy ass couch and the Freudian University geek with the hard-on for his Mother ala Oedipus? Fuck that. If ONE, and I do mean ONE more person gets up on one of those shows and answers more of that annoying dribble I swear to GOD.. I'm going to RIP THE BITCHES HEAD - OFF! God... DAMN man. So much for fucking originality in this World yes?
So yeah, I feel a little better now having gotten those off of my chest. As for me personally? Well... I noticed I've become quite the subject of discussion for various people as of late. Not just through blogs but actual interviews and other forms of media. 'No such thing as bad press'. I'm not sure if that's EXACTLY true but... for now it seems to be doing no harm.
Unless of course you count 'The Empire'.
It SEEMS... that people actually have more brain cells than I give credit for, because 'somehow' through the magic of basic math. People have figured out that both me and Starry are in the same city, at the same time.
Now that's fucking amazing folks. Who knew ex's could exist within the same Goddamn City? Yes. I dated Brent Starr. Yes. He is under contract with N.E.O. Yes. I am under contract with XWA.
Yes, congratulations. They are NOT the same company.
Moving on from that for now, and onto the broader picture of the 'Divide' in and of itself. I wasn't here for the big split. So... I don't care. Like, at all. I have no clue what kind of person Gallas is, or anyone directly under him in terms of authority. So the whole 'Stand together united front' of XWA's roster in terms of the general feeling of the split?
Effects me, none, whatsoever.
Don't care. Don't want to care. Don't NEED to care. Just... don't, care.
Now... onto more directly pressing matters at hand....
It seems through information leaks, which I WILL plug once I locate. Some people have become aware of a certain... animosity between myself, Hayley Jonas...
And Amber Gianni.
Now the reasons for why this animosity exists? Are private. And shall remain as such. I know good ole' 'Hayley J' has a lot of nice nifty little punk-rock reject 'rebellion' fan-girls out there who try to emulate her with their Mickey Mouse looking tattoo's and dry on magic markers. Well...
That's fucking sad.
it reminds me of the nice little seven year old fan-girls screaming 'YOU CAN'T SEE ME' while holding up brightly painted gaudy Orange crap that has as much 'inspirational values' locked within it's fibres as a pile of Golden Poodles shit has 'a dignified setting' on some poor Bastards lawn. Jonas. Must. Die. So take back all of your useless merchandise crap you bought from the concession stands at X-Games and pawn that shit on EBay, because it's value is diminishing.
Quickly.
As for 'The Jewel' of XWA, Miss Gianni... THAT particular discussion will await another day. I do quite look forward to seeing Amber again come the Season opener. But I'm preetttttyy sure...
I'll be seeing her a lot sooner than that.---------------
Checkmate
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Post by Lilith on Feb 18, 2011 2:19:55 GMT -5
February 17th - 2011---------------------------------------------
I Got a F an a C and I Got a K Too
---------------------------------------------All that's missing is a bitch like U. Check it out, 'Hayley J' thought it important enough to read little ole' me's blog. Despite me being a supposedly over zealously has-been piece of trash. Who knew?
Now... it seems there's been some misunderstanding here... some sort of crossed wire. Simple mistake really, my fault for letting it happen;
You seem to think I care if you 'respect' me.
That's one of them 'd'awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! Timmy thinks he can be President' moments. I could care less what YOU, or annnnnnyyyyybody in this pathetic little business thinks about me. I have my own reasons for being in this... disturbingly putrid City, and this PATHETIC little company. As I eluded to earlier, I don't CARE about the split...
It doesn't matter if the company is whole or in 'two halves' it's still fucking pathetic altogether. You can group yourselves into some supposed 'New Era' all you like. But YOU Hayley, the REST OF THE 'Diamonds' and ALLLLLLLLLL of the 'Superstars' on the roster are all, simply...
Annoying.
Either one of you talks smack about someone without being able to hold it up in court, one of you tries to use a nice little stubby Number 2 ala short bus pencil to color in a rap song. Somebody strikes it big as a multi million dollar conglomerate and STILL manages to get fucked up in the ring by someone who's IQ is that of half their age;
Or someone who's obviously trying to impress her so called 'fans' by running around with her mouth wide open minus the usual reason for a Blond doing so. Hayley...
Fuck, you.
I have NO respect 'of' you. I have NO respect 'for' you. And I have LESS than ZERO respect for what you've 'done' in this business. The last time -I- checked? You're greatest 'claim to fame' in the professional wrestling business?
Was jumping up and down on Luther's meat stick without breaking yourself in two.
Which I'm sure is one of those awesomely Guinness Book of World Record style achievements, but it means FUCK ALL in this industry doesn't it? But lets' be real shall we... titles, titles mean fuck all too don't they?
If they DID, than BOTH OF US would be 'lesser than' women in the business who don't know their right foot from their left ass cheek. And frankly... don't know about you Hayley, but that's just a depressingly sad thought. And JUST because I'm better looking than you? Does not mean I'm a slut, or a whore, Jonas. It just means that you, like EVERYBODY ELSE in this business... is simply... normal. Plain. Well... you're not 'plain' due to your nice little masquerade as Ronald McDonald's estranged ex-stalker chick or whatever the general tempo of the whole.... multi-colored Mickey Mouse tattoo thing is but... yeah. Let me address a couple things here... ;
First off;
I was NOT in some little 'pick me pick me' companies Jonas. Just because -I- ended up being THE most successful roster member in them? Doesn't mean it's because they were small little lakes. It MEANS, I was that FUCKING BETTER than everybody IN them. You should do well to keep that in mind Betty-Boop.
Secondly... ;
The mere notion of you.. YOU, calling ME, a fluke in this business is... it's just... I can't even rationalize that. As far as I'm concerned, I've already done MORE in this business than you have. In fact... if we compare records on that aspect?
I HAVE done more than you in this business.
And we've BOTH been in it the same amount of time. So maybe you should check up on that in your little 'non-conformist' brain of yours and get back to me with some reality sweetheart.
And lastly... ;
Nobody. And I... do mean, NOBODY... beats me, when it comes to submissions.. Jonas. Yes, yes yes thanks to some snoopy little Bastard the majority of the federation and country is aware of our little run-in in the hallway early on. And yes... I was.. rendered unto that little ripped off shit you call a 'submission'. Tch. Bullshit, it's called a CHOKE HOLD anywhere else. But frankly? Semantics mean nothing to me in this regard. I've been doing some training and researching myself. I may not be the best submission style fighter on the planet...
But I'm damn sure better at it than YOU.
And I will, prove it. You will not know when, or where it'll happen. But it will. With the flick of a wrist you will be down, on your belly like a nice over sized Bass. Squirming and wriggling around. And you will SCREAM And MOAN for me Hayley. And I fucking tell you... when you do?
THAT shit is going up on my list of achievements.
'Made Hayley J Scream & Moan In Season Premiere'
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Checkmate
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Post by Lilith on Feb 19, 2011 0:35:31 GMT -5
February 18th - 2011---------------------------
.. And I'M AWESOME!
---------------------------Heeeeeeey... check it out. We got a Buzzington 'Cole' impersonation thing going here. So I guess if I huff and puff and blow the house down with some "I'M AWESOME" 's or the aforementioned I'M HARDCORE!!!'s that seem to be getting tossed my way. You do so know how to make a girl feel special.
You must be kidding me.
First and foremost, before I even spend time addressing Jonas and her growing sense of insecurity, let me get this straight...
An, announcer. A, color commentator... a.. underpaid, LACKEY of the industry.. is going to talk shit about MY career? ExCUSE ME if my forte isn't making off-color snippets at action IN THE RING while I sit my ass in a comfy ass chair and watch on from afar. I have, no idea who the hell you are. Literally.
I really DON'T KNOW who the hell you are.
The ONLY REASON I know of the name 'Buzz Berman' is because my assistant mentioned that some-obviously-on-crack and NOT PROFESSIONALLY CONTRACTED asshole decided to run his mouth on the subject of me. You need to be at least 'this tall' to talk smack in this playground Buzzy. If you manage to get back in touch with your parents, you let them know Lilith's gonna deduct a months salary out of your hide just for having used my NAME without permission.
Fucking useless announcers, God damn.
Oh! And '(still kind of a veteran)'? You puny pencil necked sorry excuse for a man, I've been in this business JUST AS LONG as Jonas. And as previously mentioned, accomplished MORE. So bite off with your 'J-Flag' waving ass and go 'Mizify' your hair style so you can have a matching ensemble with your hero and 'Must-see Most Dangerous Woman in XWA' Jonas. Yeah fucking right.
Moving on.
Jonas.
This kids, is what we call an annoyance. A pest. A insect. One of those flea-ridden bitches who continues to bark down at any potential rival. Now wait a second here Jonas, I thought you were the 'good girl'. I thought the goodie goodies were supposed to destroy the illusion of the 'Glass Ceiling'. Where's my 'helping hand' Hayley? After all, like Buzzy boy said;
I'm new here.
Shouldn't I be getting offered nice training sessions, and autographed cell-phone cases. And just golly gee wiz so much awesome spectacular fun?
And yet here you are berating me with such horribly painful words. I'm hurt J. I really am. Somewhere in the cockles of my heart. Sub-cockle area.
.. You're kidding.. right?
So let me get this straight. According to YOU, and you're little 'Cole-Friend' Buzzy boy. Since I haven't been wrestling for a couple years, I;
'Can't beat you right now'
Fuck you. Fuck you both. Just... I can't even describe the amount of idiocy currently being spewed from either of you. You think 'ring-rust' has anything to do with the situation? You think just because I'm not some amateur trained Olympic wrestling student I can't still fucking hurt you? If I recall correctly, I came -THIS- close to winning that God-awful match at the 'Tribute'.
Oh, by the way on that aspect of the 'Tribute';
Useless War. Greedy politicians, not fighting for freedom, waste of taxpayer money, you're all idiots. Get over it.
Ahem. As I was saying. I may not have won... and trust me, that irritates me. But I did pretty fucking good for someone with 'ring-rust' in my opinion. You two, BOTH OF YOU, seem to be under this delusion that Hayley is so very very VERY far out of reach that no Diamond can touch her. That she is 'invincible'. Bitch;
Please.
If I decided to dismantle my body with ugly ass blotches of crayon styled ink and wore a nice biker-belt that just SCREAMS "I've been to Dayton on a 'Bitch-Seat' " I'd look all 'hardKore' too now wouldn't I? If I adopted a nice nifty cute little nickname like 'Hellcat' or maybe something along the lines of 'Hell Hound' ... Ahem. I'd sound really 'tough' too now wouldn't I? The fuck are you on.
I don't need a nice little 'gimmick' to be considered a threat you bleach Blond platinum freak. I simply AM dangerous. If you think not being in a ring for two years has changed that, you have a SORE homecoming come The Premiere.
And what's this BULLSHIT about 'staying behind on purpose' whatevvvver J. You seem to believe that by keeping your ass OUT of the frying pan, you have the ability to simply skate over the nifty Teflon coating whenever you wish. And Buzz called ME suicidal? I may not LIKE Fury and her... uncertain levels of estrogen to testosterone. But that bitch is gonna cut you in half and chew you like salt water taffy.
I'm sorry this is just seriously annoying me to no end, Buzz?
You have lost, your Goddamn mind. Here here, lemme simplify this real well and isolate the main issue for you. Let's just say;
You're right.
No no, come on now. Let's say hypothetically, you're actually 'right'. And Hayley ABSOLUTELY dismantles me with ease. Let's just, picture it for a moment mmkay? You fail to see one very nice cute truth about the ENTIRE situation... Even if by some fluke of nature and stroke of God Hayley 'wipes the floor with me'... I can bet you top motherfucking dollar...
I can still kick your head clean off of your shoulders.
You should stick your nose into the business that concerns YOU, Buzz, and not that of people who stand far ABOVE YOU. You focus on calling them nice sweet heartwarming little matches with your buddy. And I'll focus on cracking Jonas down, dislocating the bitches shoulder and clawing and ripping at her windpipe mmkay?
Short summary shall we class?;
Buzz. Shut the fuck up, stick to your day job, and write useless columns about people who care about what insects like YOU and the 'Fans' care about.
Hayley. I'm going to delight in snapping your collarbone like a twig and making your body writhe in pain. I was quite serious when I mentioned it earlier. As soon as it happens, that shit is going up on my wall of achievements. And uh... not even that little choke hold of yours can prevent it.
You kids have fun.---------------
Checkmate
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Post by Lilith on Feb 19, 2011 14:51:24 GMT -5
February 19th - 2011
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For Real, Dawg?
---------------------Look at this shit! Hayley's got her little Lapdog support strut. And now? NOW because she herself is so very very 'hardKore', she's going 'on the Down Low' and getting some nice nifty Hood Rat sympathy. Or then again, is could just be little bitty Kenji screaming for cries of 'me too me too' because his ass was nothing more than a forgettable trinket in his big bad scary 'Death Grudge Match' with Seven.
... And Smith.
You MUST be kidding me. It's one thing for Hayley to talk smack. I may not like her, or... acknowledge her right to exist. But at least she's an actual fighter. A wrestler. A legit bitch. Now we have someone who walks around with a toy sword as a claim to fame running his mouth on me? Is this some sort of sick 'maybe if I piss her off she'll run me into the ground and make me famous' kind of play? I told you when we first met, Katana. The females of any specie are ALWAYS the more deadly of the group. I don't know who you're dealing with, or what you think you know or have up your 'sleeve'. Then again, I somewhat severely doubt you have the mental capacity to plan anything in advance unless it's one of those 'peace pipe' like ceremonies you all have.
Asians are the ones that do that right? I think. Native? No. Nonsense.
As if there's a difference.
All of a sudden I'm starting to like Smith and Terra. It seems anytime they get under somebody's skin, however they manage, the person ends up being a raving lunatic trying to slash and claw out at somebody else in a strained hope for a life boat. I may need to meet this 'Terra'. He sounds interesting. Very interesting.
Oh, BY THE WAY you Reptile Reject Freak! I think you have made this small little presumption here...
Make Amber, your Queen?
SAY FUCKING WHAT?!
Look you little Black-Man wannabe asshole. Nobody, and I do mean NOBODY lays a hand on Amber. Except ME. -I- will be the one to harm her, -I- will be the one to break her and -I- will be the one to reap the benefits of it. I will be GOD - DAMNED if some Lizard Obsessed SONOVABITCH even ATTEMPTS touching MY prize. There is a concept of 'leagues' Katana. You are firmly outside of YOURS. Maybe you should stick to the nice little eighty-five pound crack addicted whores that run around on the streets of your 'hood' back in Compton.
I'm sure it'd make 'Momma' proud.
I cannot WAIT to see how badly Smith caves that delusional little skull in. Same advice I gave to Buzz. Keep your nose where it doesn't belong, you cur. Lest I REMOVE your entire skull from your body. Some games I enjoy playing. Some games I revel in beating, and some games I straight up delight in destroying..
And some games? Are not WORTH the quarter to hit [Start]
Can you guess which one YOU are, Katana?
Begone, insect.
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Checkmate
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Post by Lilith on Feb 19, 2011 15:46:09 GMT -5
Same Day, Same Bullshit - Same Idiot
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'Glass Ceiling'
------------------This is starting to become seriously too easy. It seems I struck a Nerve did I Lizard boy? You really are new to this industry aren't you? In the last two years, away from this business. I was still, STILL, more important in those fleeting years - than you will be in your entire 'career'. Oh by the way, I'm not 'Racist' Katana;
I hate all peoples equally.
It doesn't matter to me if you're Black, White, Spanish, Asian, Indian, Democrat, Republican, And Alien from Neptune or a Drug Dealer from the 5th Circle of Hell. If you're a IDIOT, I will hate you equally. And it seems you have that down pat. Let's get one tiny tiny little thing out of the way right off the get go.
Seven's gonna kill you.
I have no idea of your 'capacity for violence' or how tough you may think you are because you ran around with small little vermin back home. But I KNOW how tough Seven is. I've SEEN what he can do to people inside those ropes. And your ass is on the chopping block kid.
I love this, it's so easy when someone so clearly has a slot in the armor to abuse. You got a real hard on for your 'Ma' don't you boy? You know.. considering how easily I could wedge that into a full blown disaster, and how badly you're already flailing around in the water for air?.. I'm actually;
Going to let that one, go.
I'm giving you a nice little free pass on the whole subject of 'Mom'. Because clearly, if I get to you too much you may have some sort of breakdown resulting in a free spot on the roster. And as bad as YOU are, I dread to think the kind of gutter-trash Blackheart would bring in to fill your place. It boggles the mind.
You think, you can beat me? This is classic. I love how Men automatically assume they are stronger than Women. I don't need to lift you above my head, to beat you down Katana. I'm not sure what kind of back-handed combat you may have picked up on the 'street' but it's not something I'm afraid of. I have a more healthy 'fear' of the Diamond division as opposed to the Superstar division. Hell;
I'm pretty sure with the exception of Luther, Titan can literally EAT every single male Superstar on the roster. Like, no joke. I believe she has that capability. Mainly cause I think she's some sort of weird half breed of... a Rhinoceros.
I love how Men get insecure about Women not being attracted to them. Contrary to popular belief on the subject of my Sexuality Katana, I'm not a Lesbian. I just choose Women over Men more often than not because one;
They're almost always better looking.
Two; They're almost always smarter.
And three; they are ALWAYS better at pleasing another female body.
If you want to complain about the lack of openly Straight women around your neck of the woods, perhaps you should blame your own Gender for being so insanely inadequate at doing it's job well. As for the attention -I- get. I get quite a bit of notice from other people Katana. I'm just not so insecure as to make it public knowledge for an Ego-Boost.
I KNOW I'm attractive;
I KNOW I'm wanted;
I KNOW I'm hated And I KNOW it'll only get better and better as time goes on.
Half of the people who 'hate' me hate me BECAUSE they want me but despise my actions. It's amazing how fine a line Lust and Hatred shares. Onto the subject of -MY- Gianni.
The business between myself and Amber is a long... long history. A deep rooted situation dating years... YEARS back. But I can assure you, Katana.
She will, be mine.
It doesn't matter what YOU say. It doesn't matter what SHE says. It has been decided. People like YOU, run around scurrying amongst yourselves in hopes of finding a nice big score. Be it Women, Money, 'Power' or what have you. There is a difference between people like YOU and people like ME.
Aside from the OBVIOUS of me looking better, being a better fighter, having more fame, more notoriety, more 'fans' and more people who despise my very being.
Aside from the OBVIOUS things listed above.. the difference between YOU and ME?
Is Authority.
I command it, I demand it, I take it.
You attempt to command it, you fail in demanding it, and get laughed at when trying to take it. You may want to hope, and Pray to whatever little God your people have. That you find a nice 'Big Brother Shadow' to bathe your existence in Katana. Because without someone or something backing your endless mouth up, since you obviously CANNOT on your own...
You will be nothing more than another Stepping Stone in the history of Professional Wrestling. For anyone who walks over you on their way to the top. You're new to this World, this Industry. You know nothing of how to get above sea-level. How to crack the infamous 'Glass Ceiling' people like you bitch about constantly. But perhaps it's better that you don't. You should stay under the Glass. Polish it from time to time. After all...
Everyone else underneath it with you needs it to be crystal clear in order to gaze up at those of us who constantly 'hold you down'.
You know, like 'The White Man' right? Haha..
.. And Smith.
You have fun bashing your head against the wall and trying to harm me with keystrokes Blade-Boy. I'm going to log off and be training for an actual match, people will pay to see. Wait... wait I'm sorry, that's not fair.
I know for a FACT -I'D- pay to see Smith crack your head open with a Sledgehammer.
Out of my sight, cur.
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