Post by stac on May 8, 2009 10:03:29 GMT -5
Time: 2:00 AM
Date:Fri. May 8th 2009
Location: Penthouse in New York City
Date:Fri. May 8th 2009
Location: Penthouse in New York City
++ Sitting out on the balcony of her large luxurious Penthouse, Stacie sits in a lounge chair dressed in a thick comfortable terry cloth robe. Sipping from a glass of champagne, she looks out over the beautiful skyline she had overlooking the city.
She had almost let herself go to far with him tonight, they had almost made love tonight. When she realised where it would lead if she went any farther tonight she kinda rushed the younger handsome man out the door. She really wanted it to work with him, she really did, but deep down she was deeply afraid this relationship would end like her marriage did. With her extremely depressed and a man she loved hating her guts.
Slowly standing up, she gets up and walks over to the railing of the balcony and leans on the railing. Still deep in thought, she let her mind run over the last few months with him. They had met at the Awards Ceremony, went on a innocent date and hit it off immediately. When the season ended, they spent a lot of time together he had gotten to know her and her daughters much better. They took to him very quickly, they rarely did that with anyone. For being a young and somewhat cocky man, he was excellent with Erin & Emily, something that made her fall for him all the more. As her love for him grew, so did the doubts and worries. Would she chase him off as well? Would he hurt her like her ex had? All these doubts started running through her head. As time went on, they only got worse when she was alone like this.
Touching the cold glass to her face, she continues to stare out at the lively city. Soon she would have to step in the ring again, she had yet to make an appearance for the XWA. Taking another sip, she looks down at the expensive bracelet he had given her tonight. He was so good to her, maybe that was one of the reasons she was scared of her feelings for him. She wasn't afraid of getting fired from XWA, she wasn't afraid of her ex's enemies finding her and hurting her or the girls but she was afraid of hurting Alex and herself. Blatantly lying to herself, she says out loud. ++
" I'm not scared..."
She had almost let herself go to far with him tonight, they had almost made love tonight. When she realised where it would lead if she went any farther tonight she kinda rushed the younger handsome man out the door. She really wanted it to work with him, she really did, but deep down she was deeply afraid this relationship would end like her marriage did. With her extremely depressed and a man she loved hating her guts.
Slowly standing up, she gets up and walks over to the railing of the balcony and leans on the railing. Still deep in thought, she let her mind run over the last few months with him. They had met at the Awards Ceremony, went on a innocent date and hit it off immediately. When the season ended, they spent a lot of time together he had gotten to know her and her daughters much better. They took to him very quickly, they rarely did that with anyone. For being a young and somewhat cocky man, he was excellent with Erin & Emily, something that made her fall for him all the more. As her love for him grew, so did the doubts and worries. Would she chase him off as well? Would he hurt her like her ex had? All these doubts started running through her head. As time went on, they only got worse when she was alone like this.
Touching the cold glass to her face, she continues to stare out at the lively city. Soon she would have to step in the ring again, she had yet to make an appearance for the XWA. Taking another sip, she looks down at the expensive bracelet he had given her tonight. He was so good to her, maybe that was one of the reasons she was scared of her feelings for him. She wasn't afraid of getting fired from XWA, she wasn't afraid of her ex's enemies finding her and hurting her or the girls but she was afraid of hurting Alex and herself. Blatantly lying to herself, she says out loud. ++
" I'm not scared..."
