Post by newguy on Oct 12, 2009 16:47:46 GMT -5
Training today was harder than any other day. Colin’s trainer knew that Colin would be leaving soon from Orlando to travel to New York to get somewhat settled before joining the XWA wrestling business. After his parent’s death, Colin, his brother, and his sister decided to pursue wrestling careers to honor their parents. Their parents used to wrestle in Europe which is where they went. His brother Logan was the only one that had previous wrestling training since he wanted to be a wrestler when he was younger. Just about a year ago he left Orlando for Europe to join the wrestling business where their parents once wrestled. From the emails that Colin had received his brother had been doing well. It was good news indeed from Logan. Colin and his sister Aimee on the other hand had to start from scratch three years ago. Aimee had been performing really well in her training. She didn’t seem to struggle too much. She could have gone to California to wrestle in a small promotion but she turned down the offer stating that she wanted to train some more and she wanted to wait for Colin to find out what he was doing first. Colin was the one Harris that seemed to struggle somewhat up until this year. He just couldn’t seem to concentrate when he first started. It seemed as though he was always thinking of something else. The reason was because he was always thinking about “The Nightmare” that has truly sunk itself into the mind of Colin. There really hasn’t been much that he could do about it. Recently he went to a professional to talk about his problems and that’s when he started kicking it into high gear with his training. It seemed as though the nightmare that he had wasn’t bothering him. That wasn’t true because there were times when he suffered from it. He just felt as though it was all his fault for the whole thing. His siblings continued to tell his that it wasn’t his fault and that he actually helped the family in a time of need. Colin continued to ignore what they were saying and kept blaming the whole situation on himself.
After a three hour training session, Colin met up with his sister at a local restaurant for some food.
Ya’ know Aimee, you can go ahead and join that business in California that tried to recruit you last year. You don’t have to wait for me to get things going. To be honest I’m thinking of joining a business in New York.
Well it’s about time Colin. It only took you so long to find a place. By the way I have been doing research on another place that looks like it would be better for me to join. It’s actually in New York also so I won’t be too far from ya.’ Why did it take you so long to choose?
You know Aimee. I struggled when we first started training. It’s been a rough three years. I know you know why to sis. By the way I had that damn nightmare again last week. It just won’t fuckin’ go away. I just hope that it won’t bother me when I get my career started next March.
As I told ya’ many times before Colin, you have to stop blaming yourself for the death of mom and dad. I am positive that the nightmare will discontinue. Trust me on this big brother. I mean sometimes it sucks to listen to your baby sister, but you have to believe and listen to me on this one.
I ain’t listening. It was my fault and that’s the end of that. There is only me to blame.
Colin could see that his sister was sad by the look in her eyes. She was really worried about her brother and didn’t know what else to say to him. Colin didn’t typically listen to his sister but he did care about her very much. Maybe she could be right about this one thing.
Sorry Aimee. I didn’t mean to answer ya’ like that. It’s just hard when I have this thing buried in my head. You could be right. I know that I really never listened to you as we were growing up but I think I will listen to you about this.
Maybe this could be something life changing for Colin. He went through the last three year dealing with so much pain. Even if he was to let go of the fact that it was his fault, the pain will still be there from the fact that his parents are dead. Maybe this would ease things off from him. Maybe training will be that much easier. Maybe life would be that much easier. Colin continued to think about what his sister has been telling him since that day three years ago. The two continued to eat their lunch before heading back home to get ready for another training session the next day.
After a three hour training session, Colin met up with his sister at a local restaurant for some food.
Ya’ know Aimee, you can go ahead and join that business in California that tried to recruit you last year. You don’t have to wait for me to get things going. To be honest I’m thinking of joining a business in New York.
Well it’s about time Colin. It only took you so long to find a place. By the way I have been doing research on another place that looks like it would be better for me to join. It’s actually in New York also so I won’t be too far from ya.’ Why did it take you so long to choose?
You know Aimee. I struggled when we first started training. It’s been a rough three years. I know you know why to sis. By the way I had that damn nightmare again last week. It just won’t fuckin’ go away. I just hope that it won’t bother me when I get my career started next March.
As I told ya’ many times before Colin, you have to stop blaming yourself for the death of mom and dad. I am positive that the nightmare will discontinue. Trust me on this big brother. I mean sometimes it sucks to listen to your baby sister, but you have to believe and listen to me on this one.
I ain’t listening. It was my fault and that’s the end of that. There is only me to blame.
Colin could see that his sister was sad by the look in her eyes. She was really worried about her brother and didn’t know what else to say to him. Colin didn’t typically listen to his sister but he did care about her very much. Maybe she could be right about this one thing.
Sorry Aimee. I didn’t mean to answer ya’ like that. It’s just hard when I have this thing buried in my head. You could be right. I know that I really never listened to you as we were growing up but I think I will listen to you about this.
Maybe this could be something life changing for Colin. He went through the last three year dealing with so much pain. Even if he was to let go of the fact that it was his fault, the pain will still be there from the fact that his parents are dead. Maybe this would ease things off from him. Maybe training will be that much easier. Maybe life would be that much easier. Colin continued to think about what his sister has been telling him since that day three years ago. The two continued to eat their lunch before heading back home to get ready for another training session the next day.