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Post by kimmy on Aug 27, 2009 2:44:41 GMT -5
***After her match with Hayley she couldn't take it anymore, she just ran backstage and didn't wanna stick around too much longer. In her locker room she took off her attire and threw on some clothes and was mumbling under her breath on account of anger. Suddenly, she just broke down and flopped into a chair***
This wasn't supposed to happen.......this isn't the way things are supposed to be........
***After a few moments of sobbing she muttered***
I guess they were all right.......about everything......
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Post by "The HellCat" Hayley Jonas on Aug 27, 2009 12:02:18 GMT -5
Inside of Hayley's locker room...
She just stepped out of the shower and was looking at herself in the mirror. All that she could come up with in her head was the feeling she was having after her match. Normally, it was excitement, satisfaction, maybe even a little sadistic glee here and there. But this time there was an emptiness.
From the disheveled look on Kim's face after the match had ended, Hayley saw body language on her as if to say "it's all over now". It didn't sit very well with her. She took a deep breath and stepped away from the mirror to get dressed. Then...she made her way to the halls. After asking around for few minutes, Hayley found out where Kim's locker room was and knocked on the door.
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Post by kimmy on Aug 27, 2009 12:32:20 GMT -5
***The knock on the door sort of snapped Kim out of here haze of feelings but not completely.***
Come in.......
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Post by "The HellCat" Hayley Jonas on Aug 27, 2009 12:41:53 GMT -5
Hayley slowly opened the door and saw Kim, sitting in chair, looking down and disappointed as she had feeling Kim would be. She didn't know what the reaction was going to be so she eased in slowly.
Kim...it's me, Hayley. I want to talk to you...
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Post by kimmy on Aug 27, 2009 12:46:02 GMT -5
Sit down if ya want, I won't bite........
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Post by "The HellCat" Hayley Jonas on Aug 27, 2009 13:04:33 GMT -5
Well...um...
She looks around for a chair, but feeling a bit uncomfortable, she decides to stay on her feet.
...how are you feeling right now? I know that's probably a dumb question to ask, but it's all I can ask right now. This wasn't easy for me, I hope you know.
I think I do have a good question though. What...what made you decide to do all of this anyway? What were you thinking!? Did you honestly think you were making your life any easier?
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Post by kimmy on Aug 27, 2009 15:57:13 GMT -5
Of course I wasn't making my life any easier
Hayley look at me, I've been surpassed by girls a few years younger then me but I have twice their experience, they're looked at as important people here and I barely get a second glance. The only reason I joined XCW was because they looked at me as a person with tons of in ring experience and someone who could hold their own against the best.......
.......but I can't do that anymore, I really see that I can't do that anymore........everyone said that and I didn't wanna believe them but they were right Hayley. They were right, I'm just trying to hold on to a career that's nearly non-existant anymore.
Everything I had, everything I was, everything......reduced to ash before my eyes but I pretended it was still there. I'm such an idiot.
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Post by "The HellCat" Hayley Jonas on Aug 27, 2009 19:15:44 GMT -5
I see how you might think that, but Kim...nobody is "surpassing" nobody around here. How do you think I feel having to listen to week in and week out every chick in this place literally calling themselves good, better or the best, knowing full well that I could probably destroy any of them on a bad day?
Seriously, I can count the legitimate "challenges" in here on one hand...all the rest of them are just good for one thing, talk, talk, talk...and maybe they might actually put on a good match here and there, but talk, talk, talk otherwise.
These girls aren't better than you, Kim...they never were! If all anyone's got on you is how many times you've lost to that African chick or how you've been "riding my coattails" the last two years, they really don't know shit.
There's no reason why you should have ever thought about letting go of what you've had and what you've done or what you're doing right now. It's just...there had to have been a better way to handle this. I just feel like all the talking and pressuring from everyone else led you to the point where you had to do what you did. It should never have gotten that far!
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Post by kimmy on Aug 28, 2009 10:24:19 GMT -5
I guess in my mind there wasn't a better way of handling this Hayley........
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Post by "The HellCat" Hayley Jonas on Aug 30, 2009 12:07:03 GMT -5
Why didn't you ever say anything? You know? How could anyone know whatever was going on with you if you didn't just come out and let people know what was going on wrong?
Look, I know you've probably got a whole lot of reasons not to trust people...but every so often people come around who just might actually be able to help you get through situations, if you don't cast them out.
Some of these "women" in here are just leeches. They feed off of that kind of stuff. Anything to give them what they think is a "psychological" edge. You already should have known that this is as much mental as it is physical what we do. Your head's got to be stronger than your body ever will be, because once you start letting people pick at that, you're not gonna have anything left.
I could have told you that a long time ago. My point is, how could I have known if you hadn't said anything?
*sigh*
I guess what's done is done now, right? Now it's just a matter of damage control. If you don't think some of these vultures flapping around aren't gonna try to milk this for all it's worth, you're in for a shock. What're you going to do from here?
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Post by kimmy on Aug 30, 2009 15:56:10 GMT -5
The only thing to do from here Hayley is to rebuild from scratch and to set my mind purely on one thing: rebuilding what I once had because right now I have nothing to lose and everything to gain.
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Post by "The HellCat" Hayley Jonas on Aug 30, 2009 17:35:34 GMT -5
Well...if you ever need anything...some help out there, someone to talk to or whatever, I'm still around you know. Don't be a stranger okay?
It felt as if she was kind of talking to a stranger now though. So different was the path that Kim took that even Hayley wasn't sure if this was the same woman she knew from before. What she was sure of was that Kim had a huge climb ahead of her now. All she could do was offer her hand if it was ever needed again.
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Post by kimmy on Aug 31, 2009 23:55:49 GMT -5
I won't be Hayley and.............
..........I'm sorry.
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Post by ashley on Sept 2, 2009 17:49:24 GMT -5
Ashley wanders into the room with of all things, a slice of pie. Not realizing who's locker room it was, but just seeing that Hayley had walked into it minutes ago, she enters absent mindedly and says...
Hey Hayley. You should really some of Jimmy's pie. He's always talkin' about pie, but who knew he could actually make one from...
She pauses like a deer in headlights when she realized what she'd walked into.
Uhm...is...this a bad...time?
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Post by kimmy on Sept 2, 2009 19:31:01 GMT -5
***Kim looked over to Ashley who had just entered and if anyone really deserved an apology from Kim this was the person. She had constantly been berating her and for no real reason. She got up off her chair and walked up to Ashley and hugged her.***
I'm sorry Ash.........
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