Post by tanden on Jan 21, 2009 4:31:57 GMT -5
Tanden leans back and stretches in her seat some. A good burger does that to her sometimes.
Man, life's to short to be all uptight and moody all the time. I swear that's what damn near everyone in XWA is. Everyone's so serious. The only guys I actually have seen that seem to legitimately have fun with what they do is guys like Jimmy Ames, Adam Devlin, Finesse...guys like that. The guys who have no agendas. And forget about the Diamonds. Outside of maybe five that I came name off the top of my head the whole lot of them are wound up so tight they'd burst is you gave 'em a hug. And some of them reeeeeeeeeeeeally do need a hug. Or a good piping...or SOMETHING.
The last thing I ever wanna be is one of those people that take themselves so seriously. Once that happens, you fall into the trap and you can never pull yourself out. When you take yourself to seriously, you become what Grape Head's become. Bitter & Bitchy. And that's not a good look on anyone. At least you get to play the field some. Once we get back to work, I gotta deal with bitches like her and all the other flavors of bitch in XWA taking shots at me. But let them. I don't care. I could go undefeated in 2009 or winless. It's not going to change my outlook. It's not going to make me become something I know I'm not. If I get in the ring and get my ass kicked, but know that I fought to the best of the ability I have now, I'll tip my cap to the other girl every time. Wins and losses are just numbers. It's the experience that counts. You could go undefeated for 20 matches and not learn a damn thing. But I'm sitting on top of the Diamond heap not because I'm the best, I'm SOOOOOOOOOOO far from the best. I'm on top because I'm still learning what kind of competitor I am. And while I'm not on the level of an Ashley Diamond or a Hayley Jonas, I will be, but I'm in no rush to be.
Man, life's to short to be all uptight and moody all the time. I swear that's what damn near everyone in XWA is. Everyone's so serious. The only guys I actually have seen that seem to legitimately have fun with what they do is guys like Jimmy Ames, Adam Devlin, Finesse...guys like that. The guys who have no agendas. And forget about the Diamonds. Outside of maybe five that I came name off the top of my head the whole lot of them are wound up so tight they'd burst is you gave 'em a hug. And some of them reeeeeeeeeeeeally do need a hug. Or a good piping...or SOMETHING.
The last thing I ever wanna be is one of those people that take themselves so seriously. Once that happens, you fall into the trap and you can never pull yourself out. When you take yourself to seriously, you become what Grape Head's become. Bitter & Bitchy. And that's not a good look on anyone. At least you get to play the field some. Once we get back to work, I gotta deal with bitches like her and all the other flavors of bitch in XWA taking shots at me. But let them. I don't care. I could go undefeated in 2009 or winless. It's not going to change my outlook. It's not going to make me become something I know I'm not. If I get in the ring and get my ass kicked, but know that I fought to the best of the ability I have now, I'll tip my cap to the other girl every time. Wins and losses are just numbers. It's the experience that counts. You could go undefeated for 20 matches and not learn a damn thing. But I'm sitting on top of the Diamond heap not because I'm the best, I'm SOOOOOOOOOOO far from the best. I'm on top because I'm still learning what kind of competitor I am. And while I'm not on the level of an Ashley Diamond or a Hayley Jonas, I will be, but I'm in no rush to be.