All your fault! (o2a)

[sara]

Sarah was furious after the match, she had lost her chances to get the Sapphire belt, and her chances to get her first title in her career. Christina was there aswell, she was sitting on a bench in the locker room, looking sad and down, but instead of getting patted in the back, she was only being scolded by Sarah

How? How? HOW?!? How could we lose Christina?! We have defeated those idiots two times before!!! TWO TIMES!!! You have no idea of how sad, frustrated and angry I feel! I've put my trust on you, I've put my faith on you and all I get is going away with my hands empty! As the captain of this team, I must say that our results are lackluster if not poor!

Christina! This is a serious matter! I want a title! You want a title! Where the hell is your ambition?!? Uh? Where Oh Where is that mighty Christina from TNB?!?

Seriously you are a disappointment to me and a disappointment to our legacy. When Mum had your age she had already won several titles in the indies! And she was yet to meet Dad. And Dad when he had our age he was already doing hardcore matches and pioneering his patentated Dash Elbow all across the country!

What have we done? Nothing! We are the lamest second generation wrestlers ever! Those shitty Fierharts, those shitty Troys! They are better families than us! And I can't stand that! I am Sarah Dixon I am way more talented, more charismatic and more beautiful than them!

What have we become Christina? Me... I just get ignored by all the roster and you... You are just the butt of homophobic jokes... And Chet and Ash aren't that better either... Ash is boring and Chet is another joke... I hate this!!!

I was weak to team with you due to blood links! I should have thought in what was the best for my career! But nah I was weak and I teamed with my sister... I am regretting this so much!

Christina you have ended in nothing! To the eyes of the rest of the roster you are nothing, nothing but a damn USELESS DYKE! I don't want to team again with you! For you and me it has been nothing but wasting time!

Sarah exits the room very angry... Sparks were flying... Christina was left standing there looking very impressed at Sarah's angry rant...

[christina]

Christina was speechless, she sat there completely shocked at Sarah's berating, she couldn't believe that... She couldn't believe what Sarah said, or was she starting to believe it? Christina sat there and looked to the floor

Is this all what I am to wrestling?

Christina then took a look at her "♀♀" tattoo located on her forearm,

No definitely... What has lesbianism in common with my wrestling ability? Maybe Sarah's right... Maybe I've forgotten who I really am... I'm becoming more famous for being a lesbian who wrestles than not a wrestler who is lesbian...

Christina sighs, this rant from Sarah surely affected her, she sat there in the locker room taking out her wristbands and staring at her tattoo... Everyone was able to hear Sarah's loud ranting, Christina stayed there not being able to know what to do until someone entered...

[Kimberly Angelos]

kim was just coming back from her match with amber in hearing the tail end of the rant, her jaw just kinda dropped, she was about to say something to sarah, but held her lips thinking that was way to much

kim kelt down next to christina and tilted her head

you okay christina? i kinda heard what she said and that was way way to harsh and hateful...

kim placed her hand on christina shoulder after standing up

[christina]

Christina was still speechless she could feel Kim's hand but couldn't react, it was only a few seconds later when she let out some words. Christina had some tears formed in her eyes

He... Hey Kim. I see you have heard our little familiar argument...

Some tears started to roll from Christina's face, however she was to proud to let Kim see those tears, Christina quickly brought her hand to her eyes and whipped of those tears

I never thought Sarah would react this way... I mean her words hurt me... Nobody from my family has ever had any problem with my sexuality, but... I don't know. Why Sarah is like this? That was so cruel to me...

What I am afraid is that I am doubting if she... *sob* if she *sob* if she was right *sob* Am I just this to everyone in the roster Kim? I am just a useless dyke... Am I failing my own lineage? I can remember my mum patting me in the back and saying "you'll go far Christina, you'll go far" I wish she was here so I could hug her, but she's in Syracuse, NY along with my dad, training future wrestlers, she... She has our portrait in their gym, everyone who graduates has a portrait there...

But sincerely... Do I deserve that portrait? *sob* See all the TNB glory that I had has just gone... With what face do I look at some teenagers that come to me and say they came out of the closet and followed their dreams? How? Those words Sarah said, got stabbed to me like knifes... Sure I have given a lackluster performance but...

Christina finally breaks down

She's my sister! but all what I am for her is just a waste of time!

Christina was crying but unlike Sumya with a good reason, Sarah's harsh words hurt her more than Sarah could ever imagine.

[Kimberly Angelos]

kim put her arms around christina hugging her trying to calm her down

its okay sweety, i bet sarah is feeling worse right now saying what she did then you are, but dont let anyone tell you, that your useless...not for any reason at all...

kim smiled hoping to calm her down

you anit, you because of who you love or even because your name is dixon, you are you because you proved yourself to everyone...me,your sister, your mother and father...people go though rough patches hun..you just gotta see them though...

kim wiped a tear away from christina's eye

dont ever let me hear you second guess who you are...

[christina]

Christina smiled as she felt better with herself but she was still sad

Thanks Kim... But I still feel sad, I mean, just a bunch of things packing up and bringing me down...

*sob* I miss my girlfriend, I miss my family, call me childish but I am only 22, and look at me, crying like a girl, well I guess that's what I am, just a big girl who cries now...



Christina grabs her sportsbag and takes out from it her wallet, she shows Kim a picture of her girlfriend with Christina, and her family

You have no idea how I miss this... When this season ended it was great, even though I had to stand my dad and his commentaries about our furniture, or my mum who always finds me too thin...

Christina shows Kim another picture, this one has Chet (dancing) with Christina's girl, Christina and her friends

And I miss Chet too, sure almost everyone here considers him a joke but you know, when I told him I was lesbian he said: "But you are still my sister" and he hugged me and encouraged me to tell everyone to come out of the closet...

Christina shows Kim another picture, this one has Ash (Looking shy) with Christina's friends

And I miss Ash... Definitely maybe the most soft-spoken Dixon of all, but he's a good guy after all...

Heh Kim I hope I ain't boring you, you sure have a lot of things to do with Jon... I mean he'll get jealous seeing you here consoling me

Christina smiled, she then show Kim the last picture, this one had Sarah looking arrogant with her arms crossed and exhibiting a smug smile

The only pic she allowed me to take from her, she said she wanted me to have her and only her in my wallet... As you see Kim I doubt Sarah feels bad at all...

And that's what makes me sad she has never seen me as a sister, more as a rival or as a trampoline for her career...

Christina sighs again as she hugs Kim back

You are of great support, I don't know... I'll ask Sarah Warfield for holidays... The San Francisco Pride celebration is sooner, and my people... Well that sounds ghetto-ish I mean, many of my LGBT friends want me there to help me... I just hope that when I am back to San Francisco and back with Kelly, I don't have any Sarah knife stabbed on me, my girl smells those, and she doesn't like them...

Christina smiles as she waves her hair back, she smiles at Kim, Christina feels slightly better

So... Kim maybe I am snoopy here but, how are you doing with Jon? I just told you without you asking all my love life and family life, and now it's fair you tell back to me

Christina smiles again as she leans back, she felt better, but everyone knows that the only time could make her feel better

[Kimberly Angelos]

kim smiled seeing christina cheer up abit,

well me and jon are great...we celebrated our one year just alittle while ago, he took me dancing and for dinner....hes a romantic at heart....before i came to XWA and meet him...i was never with a man in really anyway...

kim blushed and looked at christina

sometimes you just know that the person waking up next to you in bed in the person you love...and its one of the best feelings in the world, it go way beyond genders and sexes and even sex...but when you click you know..

kim looked at the picture of kelly and smiled

i could tell when you were talking about here, you know what i mean, love is blind it doesnt care if your man or woman..black or white....angelos or dixon..when you know...you know

kim hugged chirstina again

i think you should get away, there is no time like right now to see family and loved ones and hopefully you and your sister can work things out like grown ups

kim leaned in and kissed christina on the forehead

dont lose who you are in the words of others, even if those words are from family...okay sweety...and if you need anything...anything at all just ask me and i will help you as much as i can

[christina]

Christina smiles back

Well Kim I am somehow different of what you say, I mean before meeting Kelly I already liked girls, it took me a boyfriend and lots of sexy nights, to realize that I liked women... But I broke his heart, if there's something I have felt sorry about is how I destroyed him...

It was hard, but it would have been harder if I married him and then I had escapades with other women

Christina remembers those times

I just, I don't know how to explain it, I like girls but I only love one

And mentioning Sarah... I'll doubt she'll ever grow up, I mean you saw her, she obviously doesn't care about anything but her career.

Sooo I guess I'll talk with her when she's calmed, now that we are getting close Kim, tell me, how does it feel to pose naked? You have competition however with Kiss, she might not be bulked but she looks waaaaaaaaay sexy. And I am speaking as a woman who saw her naked live

Christina giggles remembering those times, as her sadness has almost vanished.

[Kimberly Angelos]

kim seen that christina was feeling abit better, kim smiled back and kinda blushed

well, not sure if you seen, but i posed last year for the same magazine, this year is abit more pics and abit more interview, i sure your gonna like it

kim smiled again

and as for kiss, she is a rather sexy little brit...i havent seen her naked live....but she has all the curves in my book.. but i think this little competition is gonna make afew people happy, it seems you maybe one of them

kim winked at her and laughed lightly

and plus giving your looks...you would look pretty good on in a magazine

[sara]

Meanwhile Sarah was in the bar, she was drinking a coke and was looking at the bottom of the glass kinda sad, she thought

Maybe I was too tough with Christina...

No! Sarah you weren't tough! She cost you the chance to have your first belt! She got pinned! That shown me what a bad competitor she really is, I bet she was thinking in that damn gay pride march more than our match!

But she's your sister Sarah, how could you be that mean to her? You have never ever said her anything nice, yet she has always wanted to give you a helping hand when she didn't even needed to!!! If it wasn't for Christina you wouldn't even be a wrestler...

tears start to form on Sarah's eyes, you could tell the girl was hurt aswell

Oh shit, I feel terribly bad now... How could I say those hurtful words!? I... I...

Sarah is unable to cope with more guilt, she abandons the scene and runs back to the locker room with tears flowing from her eyes. She bursts into and jumps onto Christina hugging her

Christinaaaaa! I am sorry! I am sorry of all what I said to you! I'm just an evil bitch! I'm sorry! Forgive meeee!

Sarah started crying on her sister's right shoulder much to Christina's amazement, it seems that she was wrong saying that Sarah cared only about her career

[kristal]

*Sniff Sniff*

It was a sarcastic show of emotion of the part of Kristal who came into the locker room already freshened up in her sexy little red dress. There was still sometime before Showtime were off to the next town, and overhearing what she heard was the perfect opportunity to do what she did best...cause trouble. ;D

*Sniff* Oh my god, this is sooooo touching. I mean, hold on for a second so I can break out my Sidekick and take a picture. I would love to put this up on Flickr or something and show the world what the definition of "lovable losers" are. Seriously, you Dixons would put the "fun" in dysfunctional families, but definitely not in a "funny" way. Oh no, when people laugh it's not with you, that's for sure.

[kimmy]

***Kim came up behind Kristal, placing her hand on her shoulder, smirking devilishly.***

And when people laugh I KNOW IT'S NOT WITH YOU,.....but at you......especially in those two matches we had. First our little singles match, then our tag match against you and your partner....

Sad wasn't it.....

***She smirked***

The only person that's really allowed to trash on Sarah is me, but only in a friendly way, I never really talk down to her....but you its alright to do that do cuz you're god awful, aren't ya ??

[christina]

Both sisters release from the hug as they stand up to face those words. Christina starts first

Always a pleasure to see you Kristal, quite frankly, you never get tired of being such a bitch? You don't need to act like Chanelle's lap dog here.

Christina takes a better look at Kristal

Besides your record isn't really something to brag about sweetie

Christina smiles

Maybe me and Sarah didn't had luck in the match, but you ginger girls, you got your butt kicked.

Christina rises her eyebrows at Kristal

Cat got your tongue? Or you are only witty when Channy is around?

[kristal]

Unlike some people in this room, a couple of losses isn't enough to make me transform into a YELLING idiot or a crying one. See, this is a long road were traveling down right now, and I'm not sweating anything that a couple of harpies like you two have to say about it.

Kristal brushes Kim's hand off her shoulder.

Funny how you thought the shoe was going to be on the other foot, huh? You know why it's so easy to bag on a piece of trash like you or the lesbian loser over here? Because you're both so damn gullible. You run around here like you have to prove yourself to everyone for your credibility.

People like me don't need to prove we're defined honeybuns, that's what makes us defined. The fact that no matter what happens out there in that ring, you're still ten steps behind me with no chance of catching up.

In fact Kimmy, we ALL know that if you do win the Sapphire Titles, just like every other match that The Diamond Devils has ever fought, it's gonna be the blonde who takes care of business and seals the deal.

Contrary to what you think Christina, and I have to say it's amazing that you even do that, Showtime works independently. There are no lapdogs and nobody riding the next person's coat-tails. That's more than you can say for yourself though, isn't it Hunter? If it wasn't for Jonas, you'd be a joke.

*edited*

[kimmy]

If it wasn't for Hayley I wouldn't be training as well as I am.....or in as great shape as I am, but as far as riding her coat-tails I know I don't do that.

But you wanna talk about riding coat-tails, I hadn't even heard about Showtime....you or Blake, the only one worth mentioning is Chanelle.....so if anyone's riding coat-tails, I do believe it is you Kristal.

***Kim smirks***

And if we those Sapphire Titles it will just justify how hard we have worked to get were we are as a tag team.....